Aubre
She/Her
26
February 17
Turffield
Demisexual
Pokémon Doctor
Civilian
I Still Believe, Inside of Me, There's Someone Not Unspoken. Someone Not So Broken.
One Last Hope [EBC]
POSTED ON May 7, 2024 14:02:01 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","gunstest1"] [attr="class","text"] Aubre is quick to agree. This man had the potential to change her life. The least she could do was save him a few syllables. “Of course!” Had she come off as too formal earlier? "I’m not really a stickler for things like that. I barely tolerate doctor.” She was still new enough that when people called her by title, green eyes would look for somebody else they were talking to. At his double names, there was a confused blink, but she did not press. It was probably a middle name or something. [break][break]
Ironically, she preferred using titles with other people. It made her feel Still, a request was a request. “John it is.” Just because that was the one he said first. Hopefully, that meant it was the one he preferred. His next words made her want to protest. To tell him that she was not worried. But she was a terrible liar. “I hope my behavior didn’t offend you, John. It’s nothing personal.” Her husband had lied to her their entire marriage. It wasn’t surprising that the experience had tainted her curiosity with doubt. “I can’t trust myself to pick my clothes in the morning.” And, she’d tried a lot of quackery before now.
[break][break] Alastor followed behind with a guarded expression.
[break][break] Doug’s easy manner, however, soon soothed Aubre’s raised feathers. Her smile was soft. “I’m pretty sure walking counts.” A glance was thrown at a passing Wingull as it bobbed overhead. She nodded. After a few minutes of companionable silence, the redhead turned to face him. “I really appreciate you taking the time to see me. I know you probably have people lined up out the door.” She’d read up on him before coming, but that didn’t stop her from being doubtful. The stories made him sound like magic. [break][break] And what makes you deserve that?
[break][break] Alastor raced to draw even with them, acting as a buffer between Aubre and the casanova beside her. A scarred hand moved to tuck a stray lock behind an ear. Her heart pounded in her chest as the hospital drew into view. She swallowed. A hand trembled. She tightened the free one into a fist in her pocket. [break][break]
Suddenly, she had the urge to run. Her breathing quickened as the sign became legible. Images of hellish hounds flashed as her feet slowed to a stop. "I'm sorry. I'm--I'm not sure I can do this." [break][break]
What if it didn't work? What if it did?
It'd been ten years like this. Pain and sizzling a constant companion. The unsightly scars dictating what she could do, what she wore, and how she felt about herself. Her whole life had been built on that last night, a long, winding reminder of the worst thing she'd ever encountered. And now, with a potential cure in view, she balked. Her scars lit up like wildfire, as if their potential end drove them into a frenzy. [break][break] "I'm such an idiot!" Tears threatened as she laughed, the sound bitter. That peek of madness slides into view as she lifts a hand to stop the hyperventilating laughter.
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Alastor peered up at her and moved to take her hand. You got this, sis.
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